Science science science competitions, yay. I can study the huge tome that I took from MrShi's pigeonhole before I pass it to Shreya on Wednesday! :D

Tired this week, lack of sleep, ZZZZ.

First scolding from a teacher for the whole year: MrGoh, Offence, talking in PE.

Whatever man. And I like the new tenant, yay. Pretty air stewardess trainee who talks a lot. I forgot that these type of people are supposed to be naturally friendly. My gosh she has a university degree la.

Empty cupboards. Goodbye my room, I'm not going to own my own place anymore. After 9 years of living in this room, I'll miss you. Tenant moving in tomorrow, Malaysian, Air Stewardess trainee. Means she's pretty? Haha. Have to get used to not having my own room, and living with a stranger in my house. How weird is that huh? I've been having my own room since I'm four, I'm not used to sleeping with anyone else in my family anymore. I still remember the times when I used to be afraid of the dark, when mom and dad would lie at the bottom part of my bed and wait for me to fall asleep. Since then, how many things have changed? Tons. I'll go into another time of self reflection another day, for I am tired. One thing I know for sure, the room has memories. Friends, family, pets, sleepovers. The things I did in that room. The bed. The chairs. The floor. The cupboards. I remember the times Audrey, Hannah, Rachel Yong and Zheng Yi came over, Yi Jun and bitter leaf juice, lower primary friends like Alessa and Rui Xue. Hannah, sleepover before mission trip. Zheng Yi, Kenny and Ian crashing my house on new year's eve and sleeping in my room (which meant that I had to go sleep with my mom instead), Shawn, Shiyi and Joeyee coming over to scare my budgies. Haha. I'm not going to let the tenant have my ergonomic pillow! I want it, I need it for a good night's sleep.

I'm falling into,
Memories of you
Things we used to do

ICS Night was fun but tiring. We screwed up a bit, but no one seems to notice. Ahwell. Had to miss lessons from 840 onwards. Sad. Because lessons are really fun. Stayed for Chinese though. Ran back to class for Physics, then when I got back I realised the guys were like super blur. So it helps having me around. PA really bonded, and Yueyang apparently likes Karan, and another scandal was created. JOKE!I realise that Lin Sen and Chia Weei are kindergarten kids. Pull my hairband! Like ehhh. My phone is spoilt now again, two weeks after repairing it ): I learnt how to play dota properly, whoohoo. Lin Sen and I played Raiden during breaks. Until our hands cramped. Lolllllll.

Geog: PASS 12.5/25, Bio (edited): 15/25

Physics assignment to be done over weekend, please join me in making a loud sigh (Like Jianxiang breathing into the mike)

Bio: PASS 14/25 (Not bad, considering 3/4 of cohort failed)
Language Arts: PASS 27/50 (Not good enough for me, but fairly ok)
Chinese: FAIL 42/100 (Expected, my first Higher Chinese test)

Geog: Unknown (tomorrow)
Physics: Unknown

Haha hooray for my sciences! Gah mom chasing me off. Bio meeting ended at 955pm today, but was fun. "I is Cephas" Joke la.

A bit of randomness: I think bears are cute.

Yay thank you thai yong for lending me warcraft! Wahahaha. Yay. Might play dota with Kompol tonight.

Anyway, VIP Open House clips!





I love VIP!

I want to sleeeep. Imag later and our group's screwed.

BWAHAHAHA, achievements of the year.

1) One Pull up, achieved during PT today (missed my goal by four days, but nevertheless, YAY!)
2) Math : FAIL (7/50)
3) Chem: PASS, second highest (32/45)


Let's look out for more review week results. Reached home at 10 today, cabbed home from bio OH meeting, which ended at 945. Tired. But I am super proud of achievement number one! Wheeeheee I made it! I did it! Recess trainings daily were worth it... now onto goal threepullups!

So cool, got Gmail paper! Link: here

Have fun (: Nyah, so you thought it was real? Nahhhhh (: Google are great jokers!

What do I want my life to count for?

Watching freedom writers brought me back to the question. I don't want to be merely another mortal on the face of this degenerating earth. I don't want to be merely just another face in the street. I don't want to be someone who will be forgotten after death.

Many times, we breeze through life trying to survive, to excel, to impress. (Refer to this post : LINK) Now, when have you stopped to think that all these pursuits may be meaningless? When you die, are you just going to be remembered as someone who had good grades? Will you even be remembered?

Thing is, all you need is the faith in yourself. You can change the world. You can change your situations. I would believe in you, so long as you believe in yourself. I'm sick of hearing people saying "I can't do it". Well to those people, of course you can't. If you don't even have the courage to believe in yourself, how can you do anything?

Right, so you may think I'm idealistic. Face the fact. I know I am going to make a difference. It's just how hard I try. Do you want to try too?

This is the revolution =)

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Past few days, I've been meaning to write a lot of stuff on life, how and why. My life, in fact. I shall start with my nike dunks - the most pointless of them all.

My nike dunks are around 2 years 4 months old. Bought them with my own money. I treasure them a lot, and even though they're starting to wear out, I'm going to wear them until they really die. The first expensive things I bought with my own money, with my primary six scholarship money.

Packed my cupboards today, potential tenant may take over my room. Sigh. Byebye room. Looked through things of the past, that made me remember the various people that have passed by me in my almost fifteen years of existence. People I knew well, people I knew superfically, people that made an impact in my life, people that cared, loved and gave. I cherish those memories, so friends, thanks for everything.

I chucked out stuff that didn't remind me of anything. I kept those that serve as checkpoints of life. An example: my Blue posters. I admit I used to be crazy over them, and I am really embarrassed by the fact now. Chucked all but one. One to remind me how stupid I was to go into such fanactism. Primary school classmates, you should know how I was during that period of time.. Haha.

Birthday cards, letters, invitations - reminded me of the friendships that faded away with time and distance. Things that were supposed to given to people, letters written but never passed..yup. Kind of makes me regret some stuff, but makes me learn at the same time. (I'll digress into this topic in another post)

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Been lapsing into gaming mood this weekend, going to play Shattered Galaxy later. The first time I played a computer game was last Sunday, out of frustration (Bash the computer) Check out Mausland entertainment, it has pretty fun games. Next week is helmsman week :agape. No formal lessons, hooray. Exco elections are next week too, might run for welfare. Have to think about it again. Should I or should I not? Hmm. A question that I shall leave hanging until monday.

AIHDHJIAUHJHBFHSATFWVHBHBCBNZJB. Haha probably will fail bio too, the questions were like huh? Wrote total rubbish for the 8 mark question, I'm crossing my fingers and hoping that I'll pass. Geog was hmmm alright... But I know I already committed grave errors. Beginning to think that mugging is pointless. Those of you that mugged until 12 plus, HA. I was in dreamland. Was pointless eh?

Oh today leslie, van, brij and I went spas in the library. Haha leslie is afraid of tickles.

Anw, thanks to all the people who've been here for me the past few days, to relieve my stress (: Joey, Rachel Yong, Jenson, Alex Lam, Sha, Jolynn, Timothy, classmates (: Yayeee love you all.

Kompol's bio notes are amusing. Go check them out someday.

Haha i screwed up Math and Lang Arts, I would be delighted to get 10/50 for math, it's that bad, whoever passes it, really, kudos to them. Lang arts didn't complete the paper, crapped a whole chunk of rubbish and I hope my language pulls my marks up. Mugging was for nothing. Byebye off to mug for tomorrow. I hope my mugging will be fruitful. Gah.

cheer up bestest and closest and dearest friend!

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