I don't need some stranger to barge into my life telling me what to do, thank you very much. This includes barging in on me when I'm lying on the bed. This includes putting your hands on my shoulders. Yucks. I think the only thing I said was "Get your hands off me". How do a stranger's hands feel on your shoulders? Shudder. I'd pull them off if I had to.

Earn respect before you try to lecture. Respect is earned. I don't appreciate strangers telling me what to do. I don't. It's not like you're my friend. I never even exchange much more than a hundred words with you every year. You're just a mere passer-by. So leave me alone! The least you could do is that.

Mood: Disturbed >:(

I went for College Day today and was greeted with "Welcome to an utter waste of time", courtesy of Nicole. Yes it was. I guess. Met in the PT first for briefing, then I went to self assigned LT 5 for duty. Got kind of bored. Mugged 80% of the time, only watched the performance bits. Mugging was quite pointless for I was just staring at my Physics and Math notes. Got bored due to the lack of human company. MrLee came in though, so it was just me and him. He was marking his own papers and left me alone. So yeah. There was a part before the event had started where everyone was already in the LT and my phone started playing the Happy Tree Friends song which I had set as my ringtone. My phone was actually in it's weird restart and shut down mode, so I didn't except any messages to get through. Anyway my phone jammed, and I had no way to stop the song, which continued for an excruciating 15 - 20 more seconds. I dived to cover the speakers and attempted to bury it deep in my bag, in the abyss of papers, files and a Victorian shirt. Pretty shocking but amusing, that incident. LaoBan the technician came in when MrLee left and entertained me throughout the performances. He makes good company. There was once I took bus and train with him all the way to Pasir Ris; talked all the way. He's cool and funny.

Cabbed to church with Lemuel and Sharyn. Second time this year I haven't attended a full service ): The first time was missing it completely when I was in Korea. Haha. Took pictures with Jenson and Abel after service! (: Cell was nice. I am proud of TK1 and I love you all (: I am currently bored now as all the people I usually talk to online are not here.

Last night was horrible. You want to play mind games with me? Fine, let it all begin.

LOL talking to Eduardo about sleeping now. Sleep is good. He slept from 1 - 530, cool right! Sleep rocks! And Marcus is asking me about approaching some NYGH girl at the bus stop or summat. Urm okay. Weird convos. Okay another one from Jolynn popped out.


I need to mug, but I don't have the mood to mug. Studied Thermal Properties and a bit of Diction and Imagery though. Mug later, after I get offline.

I slept from 12- 5 today, yay. College day tomorrow, I assigned myself to the best LT to do duty in, LT5. Which means I can either mug or sleep during College Day, hooray. So sad, I'll be late for service ):

I made this just now, mucking about in Photoshop (: Played dota again today with Kompol and Kevin. Morphling! I hereby declare Indie-venture is a flop.

I feel amazingly slack. And I think Indieventure's kind of a waste of time. Wow. Okay. Making the ads was so difficult. Played dota today. Dwarven Sniper. Yay. Didn't study much again, boo ):

Hope my bit of Biological magic worked for the EU, a mad-dash attempt to save our marks.

So Joey came over just now to teach me Chinese. Haha had a good time. And talked a bit about stuff, like God's purposes and all. There's a plan for everything, God has. So yes, I hope bestest and I will encourage each other to grow in our love for God! (: And always let Him be the centre of everything we do.

I wanted to cry yesterday.

Not because I was sad. Conversely, because I was overjoyed. Joy, unspeakable joy, not just mere happiness. When I saw the many people making their decisions, stepping out across the line, taking that little step of faith, I almost cried. I know God has marvellous plans for each one of those who accepted Him. Plans to bless and prosper them, to walk with them through the good times and the bad, as He has always done for me.

Yes, Nubian Gents was totally awesome, their passion and fervour for serving our King made me sit up straight and re-evaluate. Met Tianxing, Yuwei, Liu Qi, Shreya and Garika at the bus stop for dinner, had a really good time.

And throughout worship later, I sang, with all my passion and love for my King :) As usual, didn't matter who was next to me. I want the world to know I am proud of my Jesus. I believe in Him! This is the awesome God I serve, so why give Him something less than my best?

The time has come
To stand for what we believe in

God I'm proud of you, and I know that you're proud of every single Megalifer too! Was talking to God last night, and I know he had other plans besides those on the surface. Empowerment for us. Bonding. Encouragement. Re-conviction. The words spoke that day were just, so impactful.

God I can't describe my thanks for you making everything possible. Things, they happen in your time. And I'm waiting for more good news. Three more. Three. I know you're using me to sow into fertile ground. Thank you, for you have always been good =)

This is just the start of the huge downpour of revival. Don't miss the hour. Rise up in faith, Megalifers, God can use you today!


Would you believe me if I said
That God can make miracles happen today
Would you believe me if I said
That you don't need to wait for the answers before
You step out in faith
Would you believe me if I said
That nothing is ever impossible for God

Just live your life with God inside
You won't ever regret one moment of it
And give all that you can for God, for God

--xx--
Would you believe now? After how God has amazed? =)

Class cell went off well. Glad to make our stand in our college & class. Great things will come out. Can't wait for tomorrow. Tianxing, Yuwei, Liu Qi, Shreya, Garika and Sharyn are coming (: Exciting time. And we'll see numbers being added to the Book of Life.

Thanks to You,
my strength and rock =)


There is a candle in every soul
Some brightly burning, some dark and cold
There is a Spirit who brings a fire
Ignites a candle and makes His home

So carry your candle, run to the darkness
Seek out the hopeless, confused and torn
Hold out your candle for all to see it
Take your candle, and go light your world
Take your candle, and go light your world

Frustrated brother, see how he's tried to
Light his own candle some other way
See now your sister, she's been robbed and lied to
Still holds a candle without a flame

Cause We are a family whose hearts are blazing
So let's raise our candles and light up the sky
Praying to our Father, in the name of Jesus
Make us a beacon in darkest times

Go Light Your World by Chris Rice

---x---
Salvation Is Here. I believe that with all my mind, soul & heart.

Thank you, for giving me the opportunity to impact three people's lives (: Such joy and satisfaction, money cannot buy (:

Light up my world.

ROCKAMANIA 13 (2007) Veni, Vidi, Ascendi - I came, I saw, I climbed

Woke up early in the morning and headed towards Temasek Poly for this competition, my first. Open Novice Women, was the sixth climber.

Leonard up the wall.
Yes, I know my arm is hairy.
A measly 26th position, because I miscalculated and got onto the wrong holds. Not having chalk, having lousy shoes and having a bad stomache ( I had diarrhoea later in the night and for the next day) didn't help either. But my plan of not being last worked.
Nice goodies from my goodie bag.
Gay goodie bag, felt embarrased carrying it around church and Tampines and Pasir Ris and Tanah Merah. Like toilet cleaner, with the words "Kimberly-Clark"

The other side.

I love my Megalife :D Nubian Gents! To seek and to save.

Today was another day at school. The only new things were that my group Noddy-fied our things. Was fun, because everyone did it (: Thai Yong took Noddy and the gnome, stuck the stickers on his phone and water bottle. I took the policeman which is sitting nicely on the surface of my Nike bottle. Shreya stuck Plod on her GC, Yijun stuck the milkman on her stapler and Tianxing stuck hers on her electronic dictionary. She has the pictures, yay (:


Thai Yong kept kicking me under the table today.

Adriel has a wonderful habit of screaming. Played Orisinal with him after school today. We both think the graphics are cute! His screaming is freaky.

Went for exco meeting, was funny.

Met Jenson after school today at the bus stop, and headed down to Roxy Square to get my hair cut. Was fun (: Thanks Jenson!

I just blog-hopped and found out two people really care, even though they're not really close =) Thanks, Lamentations and Eunice.


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AHHH LOST MY LIT PAPER!

Is this really the final curtain
The end of the play
Or will we just dance this dance we've danced again and again and again

Imagine if we never lied
Imagine if we never tried
To be something we're not
We forgot how it feels
To be real

Shows how much, shows how much.

Mood: RAWR =/

Off to do lit.

From Here On In:
1. Trust fully only in myself and God "Man fails"
2. I will strategically postiotin my time and not waste it on ____ (Because seriously, it is a huge waste of time)
3. I will revert back to my independent state, because I only need God
4. I will be nice to my family
5. I will find out more about myself
6. I will try not to throw things into the trash can, however tempting doing that might be (Let it hover for ages)
7. I will not waste my efforts building castles that don't exist
8. I shall concentrate on the important dreams
9. I will build a fortress around myself and possibly equip ot with weapons
10. I will wear my Nike Triax Junior watch
11. I will learn things on my own
12. I will do what I need to do
13. I will hand up quality homework
14. I will try to pay attention in class
15. I will evangelise
16. I will praise God in all storms
17. I am a conqueror
18. I will do what I need to do
19. I only need my Jesus
20. I will make more lists

Back.

Just let me be, let me find my way myself, with God.

Lead Of Love

Looking back at the road so far
The journey's left its share of scars
Mostly from leaving the narrow and straight

Looking back it is clear to me
That a man is more than the sum of his deeds
And how You've made good of this mess I've made
Is a profound mystery

Looking back You know You had to bring me through
All that I was so afraid of
Though I questioned the sky, now I see why
Had to walk the rocks to see the mountain view
Looking back I see the lead of love

Looking back I can finally see (I'd rather have wisdom)
How failures bring humility (than be)
Brings me to my knees (a comfortable fool)
Helps me see my need for Thee

--x--
The Danse

All creation moves in a cosmic danse
Before the Lord her King;
and the rhythms, the reason, the rhyme
of the danse pulses within everything.
And the universe wheels and whirls like
a dervish in perfect seven-step time
The Lord made the Danse,
He taught her the steps, and He causes the songs to shine.

We must danse, danse, danse
danse in God's honor.
We must yield all our steps unto the King.
We must danse, danse, danse
danse in God's honor.
Let His praises ring throughout the earth

Adam and Eve dansed in Eden's environs
Early in earth's morning air
They named all the animals musical names
Glorious potentiality shared.
But Lucifer sang out a serpentine song
And offered death's danse as a token.
And pausing to listen Adam missed his step;
Earth's harmony in the danse broken.

Jesus dansed into the world
Singing His heavenly song.
He taught the Danse to those who would
listen and learn as He moved along.
But the steps of His Danse led to a cross
where He died while the haters mocked on.
But He Dansed through death's arms
and over Hell's gate and in three days
dansed forth from His tomb

What a beautiful song, isn't it.
--xx--

To light my world =) I will be. I will.

Grandmother, Grandfather you’re the best
Cooking food that is yummy,
Telling stories that are funny.
Always lending a hand whenever I am in need,
Bringing joy to my life indeed.

You are like angels from above,
To teach us how to share and love.
Instilling the values of equality in life,
Saving money for my future.
Thank you for your love, Grandmother and Grandfather!

Urmmm okay I wrote that in Primary 4 or 5. Gay.

YAY! Backup CDs found, means I get to retrieve precious pictures.

Back to tkgs yesterday. Didn't feel that welcome. And the school canteen has changed, alot. "Juicy Jamboree" -- WHAT! Gay name. Ew. Well the good part was that I saw people. But the bad part was that they were all going to parkway. So yeah, no point. Had Chai and other cellies to accompany me though. Went for training with the basketballers. Feels good to be back on court again. Ah, I better start studying sometime soon.